Pain Revisited

I'm back where I never wanted to be.
I let u back in and you hurt me.
Took for granted all i gave.
Lost myself because you i tried to save.
How could i have meant so little all this time?
How could my heart have been so blind?
Now this pain exorcises my very soul.
From a body that has gone so cold.
You hurt me more than i can ever bear.
You hurt me by not being there.
You're not not the only one lost in despair.
You're not the only one who suffers pain.
I just want you to understand that u killed me.
And i never want to live again.